So Heavy

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Am I a fool? Is my hoping in vain?
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I planted the seed of a shading tree, but I'm standing in the rain
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Am I fool? How can it be
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I keep picking the scab of an old wound just to watch it bleed

[Chorus]
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and it's so heavy, too heavy to hold

[Verse]
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I watch my cup, fill up with doubt
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I keep drinking it up, you keep pouring it out
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You push so hard and I push back
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before I've even turned around your sights are set aimed and ready to attack

[Chorus]
G             F#                Bm
and it's so heavy too heavy to hold
G          F#               Bm
it's so heavy too heavy to hold

[Bridge]
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I can't catch up
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there's not enough time
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we are so disconnected, discontented disappointed 'cause we lack connection
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with each other and with the earth
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ignorantly thinking this is how it works
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our lives have no meaning but defeat the machine
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repelling sadness and pain with the swip of a screen
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people closing their mind, sewing their third eye shut
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measuring what with money? and things they have not

[Chorus]
    G               F#                Bm
and it's just so heavy, too heavy to hold
G               F#                 Bm
it's just so heavy, too heavy to hold

[Outro]
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Am I a fool? Is my hoping in vain?