If I Surrender

Am F C
Am F C


[Verse 1]
Am              F            C
Lately I've been feeling so ashamed
Am                  F            C
By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain
                 Am                         F                C
'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently (-ly, -ly)
                 Am                      F                    C
I'm hanging by a thread tonight but this time I don't wanna be saved (Saved)


[Chorus]
          Am           F
So let me fall, let me break
       C            G
Under everything unsaid
            Am                 F
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
       C                 G
Living with what's in my head
         F          Am
If I surrender, surrender
        C          G
To the monsters in me
         F          Am
If I surrender, surrender
        C          G
To the monsters in me

Will it set me free?

Am F C


[Verse 2]
Am                 F               C
What's the point of holding on like this?
Am                  F         C
When no one seems to care if I exist
            Am               F                                C
There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick
           Am                           F                    C
So sick of hearing I should stay when I know I would never be missed


[Chorus]
          Am           F
So let me fall, let me break
       C            G
Under everything unsaid
            Am                 F
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
       C                  G
Living with what's in my head
         F          Am
If I surrender, surrender
        C          G
To the monsters in me
         F          Am
If I surrender, surrender
        C          G
To the monsters in me


[Bridge]
F                           G
  If you could see under my skin
                            Am
You'd realize why I hold it in
                               Am
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
F                           G
  If you could see all my abuse
                           Am
And spent a day inside my shoes
                                Am
You'd realize why I just wanna lose

You'd realize why I just wanna lose
F
Will anyone believe the hell of being me
G
  Before I decide to be the dying proof?

Am F C


[Chorus]
          Am           F
So let me fall, let me break
       C            G
Under everything unsaid
            Am                 F
Just let me die 'cause I can't take
       C                  G
Living with what's in my head
         F          Am
If I surrender, surrender
        C          G
To the monsters in me
         F          Am
If I surrender, surrender
        C          G
To the monsters in me