Looking in the mirror
And I think I see it clearer now
I placed the blame on everyone else
Always really liked to be right

It doesn’t really matter how it happened
When you’re looking back
No one really wins in the end
Hits me every now and again

And the anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends for no reason
And all of this over-drinking doesn't mean that
She’s coming back home
I don’t wanna sugarcoat this
Stop dumbing down all my emotions
When it just sucks, when you’re holding on for your life
To a rope that’s just floating in the night

The toughest pill to swallow
The hardest thing for me to take
Wasn’t that you needed the space
You told me that I wasn’t safe

It doesn’t really matter how it happened
When you’re looking back
I just hope that you’re okay
I dream of punching him in the face

And the anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends for no reason
And all of this over-drinking doesn't mean that
She’s coming back home
I don’t wanna sugarcoat this
Stop dumbing down all my emotions
When it just sucks, when you’re holding on for your life
To a rope that’s just floating in the night

And I don’t know how to let you go
When did it go wrong? Why did you leave me alone?
I don’t know how I’ll let you go
When did it go wrong? Why did you leave me alone?

The anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends, I don’t need them
All of this overthinking's got me drinking
Helps me when I sleep alone
I don’t wanna sugarcoat this
Stop fucking with all my emotions
When it just sucks, when you’re holding on for your life
To a rope that’s just floating in the night