(When I look up into the stars)
(I still wonder where you are)

Can't think about another bottle, yeah
The pills getting hard to swallow
Still numb, still numb
I just pray that I get to see tomorrow
Blowing cigarettes like gun smoke
Anything to keep me off the edge, though
One more push and I might jump in
I already did, who am I kidding?

I won't let you out of my mind
Unless you do it first
Why, why do I have to survive?
While you're in the dirt

When I look up into the stars
I still wonder where you are
Was it meant to be everything you put me through
Maybe I never understood what I meant to you
Oh
You left me so cold

Now I'm living in your footsteps
Tripping in your footsteps
Living in your footsteps, alone

I'm haunted by the ghost of you
When I lost you I was so confused
All the same words being overused
The same reason I can't let go of you (can't let go)

So how could you leave me
When I needed you the most
Free my soul
Let me go
Told you that I needed you
Why wasn't that enough (enough)

When I look up into the stars
I still wonder where you are
Was it meant to be everything you put me through
Maybe I never understood what I meant to you
Oh
You left me so cold

Now I'm living in your footsteps
Tripping in your footsteps
Living in your footsteps, alone