Eat I Must

Em
I haven’t eaten today, it’s my fault
Em
I ate nothing for breakfast or lunch
             D                   C
My fault, my fault, my fault, my fault

Em
I never wanted to be dysmorphic
Em
I’ve just wanted to be the most thin
               D                     C
I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I’m wrong

[Pre-Chorus]
           Em
It’s in my head where the darkness lives
Em
Feeding off my oxygen
      C
In my veins where my body cries
    D
For me to pick a fucking side

N.C.
(Won’t you make up your god damn mind)

[Chorus]
Em
I never thought that I would turn a shoulder
C
The sickness tries to make me choose the other
Em                              C
I’m on my knees to see my tired eyes
Em                   D
I know I must try to put up a fight

[Verse]
Em
My fear of food is out of control
Em
You can see the edge of my bones
             D                   C
My fault, my fault, my fault, my fault

            Em
Water in my blood need to give it up
               Em
Tell the ghost in the mirror i’m done
              D                   C
I’m done, I’m done, I’m done, I’m done

[Pre-Chorus]
           Em
it’s in my head where the darkness lives
Em
feeding off my oxygen
      C
in my veins where my body cries
    D
for me to pick a fucking side

N.C.
(make up your mind)

[Chorus]
Em
I never thought that I would turn a shoulder
C
The sickness tries to make me choose the other
Em                              C
I’m on my knees to see my tired eyes
Em                   D
I know I must try to put up a fight

Em
(I don’t want it anymore
Em
I don’t want it anymore
                     C
I don’t want this anymore
                     D
I don’t want this anymore)

[Chorus]
Em
I never thought that I would turn a shoulder
C
The sickness tries to make me choose the other
Em                              C
I’m on my knees to see my tired eyes
Em                   D
I know I must try to put up a fight

Em
I never thought that I would turn a shoulder
C
The sickness tries to make me choose the other
Em                              C
I’m on my knees to see my tired eyes
Em                   D
I know I must try to put up a fight

[Outro]
           Em
In my head where the darkness lives
Em
Feeding off my oxygen
      C
In my veins where my body cries
    D
For me to pick a fucking side